Work Is No Fun

Well last night I had to go to work for the first time since the separation. I got all choked up when I talked to all of them. It was very hard. I had on the biggest fake smile I have ever had in my life. I hate trying to act like everything is okay, when inside I am being torn apart. I really do appreciate everyone who has called to make sure that things are going okay and that I haven't done anything drastic. I am hanging in there(barely) and really miss my wife and daughter. Talk to everyone later, Chad