Sorry!

This has been a crazy week. Sorry I haven't been keeping track of the blog. I have really loved seeing Bella this week. I miss her so much. Krissy and I are starting counseling on Tuesday. I really hope this helps. I really want this all to work out in the end. If Krissy reads this I just want her to know that I really do love her and ever since she left, my life just isn't the same. I miss seeing Bella everyday, but I miss Krissy also. My love to all of the families that have shown their grief and support through this time.

Also, much love to my beautiful wife, Krissy, I am very proud of you.

Love, Chad

Bella Is Home Again!

Well I have Bella again for two whole days. I am so happy. I really missed her this weekend. She went with Krissy up north to visit some of her family. I think they had a good time. It was probably good to get away. Krissy and I went out to eat while we exchanged Bella. We had a really good talk that made me feel a little better. I know she needs a little space right now, but the good thing is..is that she said she would go to counseling with me. We are going to try and start next week. I hope above all else that it helps. Love to all, Chad

Work Is No Fun

Well last night I had to go to work for the first time since the separation. I got all choked up when I talked to all of them. It was very hard. I had on the biggest fake smile I have ever had in my life. I hate trying to act like everything is okay, when inside I am being torn apart. I really do appreciate everyone who has called to make sure that things are going okay and that I haven't done anything drastic. I am hanging in there(barely) and really miss my wife and daughter. Talk to everyone later, Chad

Bella's visit

Well I saw Bella for the first time since the separation. I loved seeing her. She is so cute. I miss her so much. I am not sure that I can do this on my own. I know I have the support of my family but it is just not the same. This is going to be short because I just don't know what else to say.

Chad

Never Buy a Malibu!!!

It's official. The Chevy Malibu is a piece of S**T. We are having to get our rack and pinion steering thing changed again. Remember about two years ago, when we had to do it the first time, well it is costing about the same($800). Gonna have to make this short because I don't feel like talking.

Chad

Stupid Flights

Sometimes my job is really crappy. I was planning on taking Krissy to a movie today but it started pretty much right as the flight was supposed to leave. Well the plane ended up being about 45 minutes late, so that plan sorta fell through. I felt bad because I was surprising her with it and it just didn't work out.

Krissy was going to meet her parents up at Oktoberfest at Brian Head on Sunday, but that won't be happening either. Krissy is pretty sad that she won't be able to go. She always looks forward to Oktoberfest and I just can't take time off work to go with her. Yet another plan that fell through.

We are sorry that we were unable to attend my grandmother's birthday celebration in St. George. Given the time frame I wasn't able to get my boss to work for me. Sorry again to my wonderful Grandma Heath. Love you.

That is all for now, Chad

Sickness in the House!

Well Krissy isn't feeling very well today. She started getting sick yesterday and when we took her temperature it was at 101. We are hoping the it broke last night, but she still doesn't look like she feels too well. She is going to miss her first couple of classes today so she can rest, which I think is a very good idea.

Bella is doing okay. She is sad because she wants to snuggle with Krissy but I won't let her, because Krissy's skin hurts(from being sick). She is obsessed with birthdays right now. For the past four days she has been saying that it is our birthday. She says "our" birthday because I told her that it had to be daddy's birthday and then mommy's birthday before it could be Bella's birthday, so she decided that it was our birthday.

Also, we were all just driving around the other day and Bella told us that she "loves her Scotty and she loves her TJ". She also likes to say that she loves her Cassidy. We thought that was pretty cute.

I am still busy working at the airport. We will be moving into the new terminal towards the end of October(that should be real fun). I guess I get to take care of Krissy today and all that fun stuff. So I guess I will get started...

Bella Pic

Here is a cute picture of Bella. Krissy was having someone take pictures of Bella and Krissy snapped this one with our camera. 

Extra Day Off

Well, after today I have decided that I am taking Sunday off and should probably go and see the doctor for my back. I just don't know what I did to it. I know I first hurt it when we got our new TV and I had to take it out of the box to put it in the car. But I have been resting it and thought that it would get better but alas, it still hurts.

I'll give everyone one guess what Krissy is doing right now?

Playing Halo2. I know, I know, big shocker there. At least she has something to get her agression out on(besides me anyway).

Thanks for the advice Tonya. I will definitely have to give that stuff a try. You do know what you are talking about when it comes to back pain. j/k(but not really):)

Well I will rest for now. Love to all, Chad

It's Been Too Long!

Just noticed that it has been quite a few days since I have written last time, so I thought I would write a quick little message telling you all what is going on. Krissy is still going strong in school and having fun in her labs. Bella went to her second day of "school" and she told us she has a new friend named Brady. I have still been working and my back is still killing me. I think I may have to break down and go the chiropractor or something. I can hardly move I only have two more days of work and then I can rest my back some more.

That is all I have to say, BYE!

Love, Chad

Bella's Dinner

Well Krissy and I are very happy tonight. Bella actually ate the whole dinner that Krissy prepared. She had some manicotti and salad and she actually finished all of it. That is a rare occassion around here. So we are very happy.

We just went and saw the movie "Valiant". The one about the messenger pigeons of WWII. It was pretty good, the only problem I had with it is that it was way too short. It was only like 1 hour and 20 minutes long. We weren't expecting it to be that short. There were some pretty funny scenes in it though.

I have the next two days off and so does Krissy. So we will get to spend some quality family time together. We aren't going to do much for the ol' LABOR DAYBOR, but that is okay as long as I get to see my wife for more than an hour at a time.

More exciting news...we just put our preorder in for the Xbox 360. It is going to be Krissy and my christmas gift to each other. We are excited. It is looking to be a pretty sweet piece of machinery. Some of the game previews I have seen for it look VERY nice.

My love to all, Chad

Bella's First Day

Well today was Bella's first day of daycare and she had a great time. That is her "school" behind her. She likes to say "Bella go to school?" So that is why we call it her school. I assume she played in the sandbox alot because man was she dirty when I picked her up. I am glad she had fun. I knew that she would do okay. Krissy is glad to have a three day weekend she is going to party it up and all that stuff. Work was "real great". My boss decided not to tell me that someone took the weekend off so there are only three of us working and it really sucks. We had a full flight go out today and one of the three of us had to leave to go to school, so my female coworker and myself screened more than half the flight by ourselves. NOT FUN!!

Anyway, night to all, Chad

Back Troubles

My back is KILLING ME! I seem to have thrown out my back a couple of days ago and it hurts just as bad now as it did when I did it. (whoa weird sentence) Anyway, I don't know what to do...I have to go to work still and that doesn't help it in any way shape or form.

Krissy is doing okay today.

Bella is taking a bath right now. Splashing away. Always fun.

Not much to say just thought I would add a post.

Chad